My grandpa was admitted to hospital since mid of december , and that time he was all right , nothing to worry ! but time passes very fast , and the condition getting worse , he needs an oxygen tank to breathe , and he suffered ! Why he suffer ??!! He smoke and drink a lot when he was young. Before he left us , he told me not to smoke even once but drink if and only if social .. I will keep his words in my heart forever !
But , that day the reunion dinner was damn quiet . Left me , my mum , my brother , my step grandma , and my aunt ... Where the rest ? Another two uncle , one is now in UK and other one is in US and the eldest uncle was busy ... Sad reunion dinner , no mood as grandpa admitted to hospital ..
The Next day is Chinese New Year , the Year Of Tiger ! I didnt get much angpau in ipoh this year as my great grandmother just pass away last week. We went to hospital to visit my grandpa before rush to penang to visit grandma . When we reached there , doctor said that his stomach ulcer bursts . OMG , What had happen ? all right then , it is fine . still then , my mum refuses to go to penang earlier , as she has a feeling that he will leave us forever, so we remains in ipoh for few more hours . Till 3 pm , then we have to go to penang already as my grandma will go to bangkok the next day . So , we says goodbye to grandpa , cant imagine that was the last time to say goodbye to him :(
During the journey to penang , we reached tambun juz few more kilometres away from Penang . My dad received a call from my aunt , dat my grandpa stopped breathing already .. so , we turned back again to ipoh ! In the car , I sat there alone keep quiet looking at the window and i cried ! My Grandpa just pass away !!! I cant imagine it .. At 6 pm , we reached there in the General Hospital . My family still go up by lift , but i ran straight away using stairs to the fifth floor .. When i saw grandpa that time , he was covered with a white cloth .. and my step grandma and aunty cried , so i too .. That is the last time i saw grandpa .. :( Truly sad is , his other two son cant come back for his funeral procession ... the one in US and UK ! OMG , they cried when we using webcam to chat and using that to let them see grandpa for the last time .. I feel very sad for the uncle in UK , he didnt see my grandpa 6 years already .. and now grandpa is GONE forever..
Grandpa , Where r u now ?? I miss u a lot .. May he rest in peace ! I will always remember what you say :" Don't trust your friends too much , as some will harm you, trust youself better when you are in the working world . But the only things is trust your family members , they will take good care of you !!" Grandpa , i miss you so much , I LOVE U !
Now , i will appreciate and treat everyone nicely especially my family , my another brother , John Wayne , and my friends too ... Friends Forever ^^

